Sometimes I just want to be straight out and ask that. I’m not afraid to ask the question, I’m afraid of the answer. There is only two real answers to that question, “yes” and “no”. It’s the answer “no” that I’m afraid of and there is always one reason why it’s a no: “I only see you as a friend.”
Where I’m fully aware of my surroundings, every little creak, and every chance it gets, my thoughts attack my mind. Repeating the scenes of my sins, Or re-opening the wounds that were inflicted on me in the past. It’s a whirlwind of emotions, before my eyes shut and I drift into the dark abyss, where the nightmares await.
Don’t focus everything on how she looks or how she dresses. A true gentleman, would look past that and more into her heart. Focus more on her personality, that should be more important than how she looks. You’ll never know. She might be average on the outside, but she might be amazing on the inside.